Medically Complex and the Stories of Our Lives

Photo Credit RacingAwareness.com We don't know what to say, or how to say it.  I hope our faces-at least in part--spoke of our  gratitude  for your organization RacingAwareness.com , and for your kindness towards total strangers. The past four years have been the hardest years of our lives.  Fraught with constant illnesses, accumulating diagnoses, cancer scares, debilitating malnutrition, and health care split between two different health systems our lives have been forever changed. We have learned to live differently, love differently, and hold on a little tighter to each moment. In the first three and a half years there were no outings, no mom and dad dates, no trips to the beach, just living in the moment--from crisis to crisis and hospitalization to hospitalization.  The past 12 months have not been easy either, with winter virus's constantly beating his little body down, and fighting a never ending battle against weight loss, ma...

I have spent the past few months either care giving for my sick four year old, or being sick myself, and thus living in a continuum of burn out.  A multitude of house projects still left unchecked on my mental list of, "things a good housewife would do."  An overwhelming amount of money owed to doctors, thanks to drastic changes in health care that no longer directly support the medically complex children, leading to constant dreams where I'm drowning over and over and there's no one on the planet to rescue me.  Living in a constant fear of what medicines or treatments or hospitalizations we will have to discontinue because of exorbitant medical costs.  These are real issues with real emotions and no real answers for us parents of medically complex children. I have melded myself to several different facebook groups; Mommies of Special Needs Kids and the Noonan Syndrome Family and Mom's of Tubies type of groups.  But these lovely people behind keyboards are...